Then you should drink it as a reminder that you're going to make yourself better for him. Because he needs you as much as you need him.

[He reaches over and rests a hand on his arm, giving it a little squeeze.]

I know you don't want to tell me all the details, probably because you're scared I'll hate you, but the fact that you regret what you did tells me a lot. So it's time to learn from your mistake so you can be the man that he needs to live, okay?